kesempurnaan!

Jika kamu memancing ikan....Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail, hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu....Janganlah sesekali kamu LEPASKAN ia semula ke dalam air begitu saja....Kerana ia akan SAKIT oleh kerana bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan MENDERITA selagi ia masih hidup.

Begitulah juga .........

Setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN kepada seseorang...Setelah ia mulai MENYAYANGIMU hendaklah kamu MENJAGA hatinya....Janganlah sesekali kamu meninggalkannya begitu saja....Kerana dia akan TERLUKA oleh kenangan bersamamu dan mungkin TIDAK dapat MELUPAKAN segalanya selagi dia mengingatmu. ...

Jika kamu menadah air biarlah berpada, jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya dan janganlah menganggap ia begitu teguh.... cukuplah sekadar keperluanmu. ...Apabila sekali ia retak.... tentu sukar untuk kamu menambalnya semula.... Akhirnya ia dibuang....

Sedangkan jika kamu cuba memperbaikinya mungkin ia masih dapat dipergunakan lagi....Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang, TERIMALAH seadanya....Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu istimewa....Anggaplah dia manusia biasa. Apabila sekali dia melakukan KESILAPAN bukan mudah bagi kamu untuk menerimanya.... akhirnya kamu KECEWA dan meninggalkannya.

Sedangkan jika kamu MEMAAFKANNYA boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan TERUS hingga ke akhirnya....Jika kamu telah memiliki sepinggan nasi... yang kamu pasti baik untuk dirimu. Mengenyangkan. Berkhasiat.Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba mencari makanan yang lain..Terlalu ingin mengejar kelazatan.Kelak, nasi itu akan basi dan kamu tidak boleh memakannya. Kamu akan menyesal.

Begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang insan..... yang pasti membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu. MENYAYANGIMU. ..MENGASIHIMU. ..Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYA dengan yang lain.

Terlalu mengejar kesempurnaan.Kelak, kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain... Kamu juga yang akan MENYESAL.....

~renungan bersama~

Hari Ini dan Semalam

Hari ini dan semalam full of tears. I don't know what had happened to me and I fell wanna cry all the time. But I don't even know why. Last night I'm so hungry then I ate Maggi then this morning I fell sick! I know I can't ate Maggi but I really hungry! Today, I'm promised to myself, I'm not going to have Maggi anymore after this! Now, I'm hungry again. Then I ate biscuit and feel better.. Then I was thinking, what about tonight??? What I'm gonna eat??? I don't feel want to eat something at cafe or even outside food! I loss my appetite! Did I just neglect my ADL? But for who and what for? Seem  I don't have the answer!

 

Next times, jgn sesekali ambik jalan mudah untuk kenyang ye cik dila!!!

That day at Bubba Gump!

Welcome to Bubba Gump Shrimp & Co!!!!!

 We took pictures! Hilda, Zue, Mascot, Me and Kak Ain!!! Love u all!!! Cute Mascot and cute person in it!

Run Forest Run!!!! Take order plz!

Zue and I

Here there are! Drinks coming thru!

 What we eat is what we are!!!

Use original sauce! LINGHAM!!!!

After finished the meal and tapau next to me!!!!

 Bubba Love Malaysia! We Love Bubba Gump in Malaysia!

 Bubba Gump Shrimp!!! At The Curve, Damansara! Love youuu!!!

Awak Maafkan Saya!

Awak maafkan saya... :(

 

Awak maafkan saya...

Sebab saya bukan seperti yang awak inginkan..

Saya cuba untuk menjadi yang lebih baik untuk awak....

Awak maafkan saya...

Saya tidak dapat berikan hadiah di hari jadi awak...

Hanya ucapan tulus dari hati saya saja yang dapat saya berikan...

Setiap kali kita keluar, saya mesti sedih...

Sebab saya tidak ada duit...

Untuk belanja awak.....

Awak maafkan saya! :(

Kadang-kadang saya fikir..

Adakah diri saya layak untuk awak....????

Tiap kali saya fikir pasal tu...

Msti saya mintak putus.....

Tapi awak tetap bertahan dan pujuk saya.....

Awak kata awak tak nak kehilangan saya...

Sebab awak cintakan saya.....

Awak maafkan saya!

Saya terlalu fikirkan kebahagian awak je....

Tak pernah fikirkan hati awak.... :(

Maafkan saya awak...

Saya hanya mampu berikan kasih sayang, rindu dan cinta saya untuk awak...

Saya harap awak tulus terima diri saya dalam hidup awak....

Dan saya selalu berdoa agar....

Kasih sayang, rindu dan cinta kita tidak akan padam....

Dari hati saya dan awak...

Kini baru saya sedar....

Duit dan harta benda tidak akan pernah membawa kepada kebahagian...

Hanya hati yang tulus hanya membawa kebahagian...

I'm sorry.. I took your heart!

~ikhlas dari hati seorang kekasih~

Psychosocial

Tomorrow I got psychosocial paper which I really need to study today. So last night I made alarm around 5 am and guess what? I woke up at 10 am. How come this happened but that ok lah coz it come from my mistake lah! So, I woke up then ON my laptop and Facebook. Then, went to toilet to take a shower. After that, I start to study but many things like to avoid me from studying. Playing with facebook plus studying seriously make me read nothing! So, I try to overcome it and keep studying only. So, it's work. Then I finished one topic and move to other topics. Shah post on her wall to ask about lunch and I say yes! Then, Maz and I went to cafe and ate while I got nasi kerabu already. After ate, went to my room and start to study. But my stomach is really full then cannot study meyh! So, take a nap from 2 pm till 4 pm. It not a nap actually! haiishh! Now, woke up then wish to continue to study but then, old people said : 'don't studied after asar' then now, cannt study. Tonight need to struggle and sleep late! Paper will be at 2.15 pm and morning, it a chance to study a little bit! Wish me luck buddy!

Many things happened in just one day

On 11st June, I went out with my old friends that are Izzah and Iffah which we haven seen for almost 5 years! I took my boy over his house (where, very close to mine) and then went to Tumpat to take my friends and we were planning to go to KBmall ( Where else we can go here, hhee). It just about 11 a.m then we straighted away to our destination. Reach there, we went to Secret Recipe first because they wanted to eat the Chocolate Indulgent cake and I ate nothing. I don't think my stomach will accepted those kind of food early morning.Besides, I ate nothing before. Actually I waited for 12 pm so that the Mc Donald will got their lunch time offer and it pretty cheap. hhee.. So, 12 pm, we went to Mc Donald and have our lunch there. Like always, I ate Spicy Chicken Mc Deluxe and my boy ate Mc chicken while my old friends ate Bubur Ayam Mc Donald. It kind a cool thing to do with them since we just see each other. Actually this post happened on June but I feel like wanna share tonight. What can I do.. hhee.. Love You Izzah plus Iffah!!! See you next time!

Feeling Bad

Today October 22, I finished my clinical practice in Malacca for 5 weeks! Really sad to leave all my friends here and I'm gonna miss all my therapist and also Ayah Mat! I love him like my own dad! I want to come here again to see them! They'll always be in my heart! But then, my sis called me and asked for help! But I just can't help her. I have paper on Monday while she asking me to help her on Sunday! It hard for me coz I don't want the same thing happened to me which I need to repeat my paper! How ah?? I really feel bad do this to her but I have no choices! I'm sorry sis! I really want to help you but I just can't! I'm still thinking to help you! See lah how.. If I read all the things I need to read for the paper on Monday then I'll help you! She asked me to help her move from her house at Damansara to other house at Bangsar. I really want to help but what can I do?? Plz someone calm me down from this feeling? Feel so bad to her. Mum, what should I do? Seriously I don't know what to do! If I'm not helping you, who else?? Sis, I'll try my best to help you! I'm sorry if I couldn't help you but I'm trying! 

I LOVE YOU SIS!

Sometimes Boys Need to Understand Us!!!

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she...

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.___________________________________________________Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out.

Credits to his bestfriend!!!!

8.28 pm

Now, tengah plan untuk keluar but then we have 2 choices which one of it is go to MITC to play bowling and 1 lagi, go to Umbai to eat seafood. Confuse lagi tak tau nk pilih yang mane. Esok, need to go to umah Alin.. so, maknanya, tak dapat nk pegi Pulau Besar seperti yang dirancang bersama teman2 ku yang lain. Ruginyer tapi bila fikir balik, I think better i go to rumah Alin coz lame bangattt tak jumpa. So nampaknya, esok aku kene tinggal sorang2 kat rumah. Aiyooo.. Apa mau buat. That's ok lah. See what happen la. Tak tau. Masih di dalam dilema!!!

Wanita Ibarat Epal

Epal yang tidak berkualiti amat mudah di perolehi kerana ia berguguran di tanah.


Tapi epal yang tak mampu di beli berada di puncak.


Susah di petik, susah di gapai.



Terkadang epal itu risau,
kenapa la diriku belum di petik?


Lantas ia merendahkan martabatnya
dan mengugurkan diri menyembah tanah.


Sedangkan ia sebenarnya Allah jadikan begitu tinggi martabatnya,
sehingga tidak ada sesiapa berani memetiknya.


Hanya pemuda yang benar-benar hebat sahaja yang mampu.


Mungkin bukan di dunia tapi di akhirat?


Biarlah jodoh bukan di dunia asalkan cinta Ilahi mengiringi..... :)

Cinta

Tuhan memberi kita dua kaki untuk berjalan..dua tangan untuk memegang...
Dua telinga untuk mendengar dan dua mata untuk melihat...
Tetapi mengapa Tuhan hanya menganugerahkan sekeping hati pada kita?....
Kerana Tuhan telah memberikan sekeping lagi hati pada seseorang untuk kita mencarinya....


Itulah namanya Cinta...

Melaka Again

I was here since 3 weeks ago, then I went to many places. Jonker Walk one of them lah. Kat sane, barang sangat2 cheap and wish to go there next week again. We took pictures and walk around for 1 and half hour. Then, kitorang pergi tengok midnight movie. Love Eat Pray, sangat2 boring sampai aku tertido. But just not me lah. Hil, Zu and Mektok also fall asleep. But everyone will ingat one thing, "Liz, listen to Ketut".. Sangat2 funny and wish to go there again. Tak lupa juga, thanks to cik nonong bawak kami jalan2.. Thx cik nonong!!!